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Matthew David Yarnell is finally home.
After almost 14 years, the remains of the New Jersey native
were recently identified from the ruins of the September 11 attacks at World
Trade Center.
There are many more, still unidentified, still unknown to many
of us. I am always curious to find out
more about these people. Obituaries and
profiles of the lost victims of that tragic day tell so many stories. They do not, however, tell us what they may
have become.
So many questions remain unanswered about the victims of
this attack. Who were these people? What were their talents? Where would they be now?
Long since many have been forgotten, their stories still
live on. For instance, where would Matthew
be now? Matthew would be in or near his
40’s now. Where would Matthew be
now? Would he have stayed in his native
New Jersey or would he have moved and explored some other part of the country
or some other part of the world? Would
Matthew have stayed at his job, had that tragedy not occurred? No matter what he did with his life it is
doubtless that David, a vice president of technology at Fidelity, would have
been successful.
Imagine what Matthew’s life would be like now, if not for
that fateful day. Would he be
married? Would Matthew have
children? What would their names
be? Would they look like him or their
mother? What talents and traits would they have inherited from him? Had he settled down and began a family, even
in his 30’s, his children would be at that special age when they are learning,
developing and becoming more like him with each day.
Even if Matthew had not married or had children, what joys
would he have brought to others? Whose
lives would Matthew have impacted? How
many happy times was he robbed? What
would Matthew be doing right this moment?
Would he be carelessly whittling away his few special moments as we
often do, unaware of just how important those lost moments we take for granted?
You don’t have to know Matthew to know you would have liked
him. Stories from his profiles tell a
story of a “merry prankster” who had an affinity for cars.
Matthew and I were close to the same age when Matthew was
killed. I can easily see him and I going
out for drinks with the rest of the office for drinks and revelry. In
fact, had we lived closer, attended the same school s or worked together, it’s
easy to see that Matthew and I would be friends. Our lives would have intersected in many
ways. We were both in our 20’s, single
and working our way up that corporate ladder, Matt having been promoted twice
since he had been hired. We both also
shared a comedic sense. Additionally, with
our brown eyes and hair and slight build, we even shared some similar physical
characteristics.
Too much time has passed for some people to draw a
connection to the pain of that day. We
push away the pain of that day, choosing to focus on sporting events, celebrity
gossip, news stories and other distractions. However, Matthew David Yarnell is one of the thousands
we should know better. It is painful to
relive the events of that day. It is
more comforting and easier to brush away those emotions. By connecting with the victims of that day,
we would have to confront our own fears of death. But, it also underscores just
how much we must embrace life and live.
Matthew’s story is yet another untold story of what might have
been. What could have been. What should have been.
